This life

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I guess I’m very heavy hearted tonight. It’s 12:07am and I’m still wide awake. Many things are going through my mind tonight.

This morning, I was really frustrated with a close friend. It’s been a while since I’ve seen her. I made an effort to accommodate her, but she never fails to disappoint me by turning up over an hour late. Today she disclosed that she was going to sign on with the army. I was shocked. I know the pay they offer is a lot higher, I’m not sure if her family really needs the money or she is just being realistic. My impression of signing on is pretty negative. The stories I’ve heard, my parents have brained washed me. Never sign on. I hope she makes the right decision.

Later on in the afternoon, one of friends had a fight with her bf. It’s not the first time. It’s true her bf loves her a lot but he is too possessive. She’s really a nice girl and I definitely think she deserves better. Being a Virgo, I just can’t stand a guy ruling a girl because he is blind by his jealousness. From a 3rd party point of view, its irritating. Yes, a guy can be concerned but the worrying should have a limited. Sorry to say, being over demanding and jealous just makes you ugly.

I went over to my friend’s place in the evening and catch up with my bffs. It’s been a while since I’ve seen them and I missed them dearly. Since it’s cny, red packets and steam boat was offered. I’m going to miss them so much… Those are memories I would love to keep. Talking about memories; our cells die every 7 years. Thus, our memories be come vague and more vague every 7 years, freaky right? Because each time our cell dies, the memory becomes fader & thus we aren’t able to remember that memory clearer.

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